Why We Choose Chaos

April 30th, 2012

April is drawing to a close, which means this will be my last post for Tornado Awareness Month. These 30 days have been full of a lot of real-life weather information, a lot of practical and educational stuff, even a song about chasing storms, but not a lot about weather as … a metaphor. Which is sort of funny considering my third book is all about weather as a metaphor.

In ‘The Waiting Sky,’ tornadoes represent chaos — both literally in the protagonist, Jane’s, life (she’s’ in Tornado Alley, after all!) and also figuratively, in the sense that her alcoholic mom is a huge form of chaos. She roars through like a twister and upends everything.

Jane’s choice in the book is whether or not she’ll choose chaos: Will she live her life in the storm, or will she set out on a different path? It might sound like a simple setup, but how many of us choose to infuse our lives with chaos all the time without realizing it? I think for this last Tornado Awareness Month post, I want to chat about all the ways in which we chase storms so that we don’t have to deal with … other stuff. Our emotions. Our realities. Our selves.

I’ll start.

Sometimes, it’s really hard for me to put down my phone. And instead of putting it away and connecting with my emotions or thinking about what went down during the day, I’ll just pick up my phone and play a game or text or do Facebook. I see it all the time: People who just can’t put their phone down to save their lives. I recently had lunch with someone who texted or talked on the phone the whole time. Super rude — but beyond rudeness, it was such a reflection of the fact that they needed to be doing that or they’d have to actually connect with someone (me). And get real. And face things. You know what’s easier? Texting.

Jane's dilemma in 'The Waiting Sky' is whether she'll choose to let chaos drive her life, or if she'll step away from the storm.

Another thing I do? I eat. I’m not a sweets girl, though. Instead, I choose super crunchy things so all I hear is the sound of the food in my mouth. And then you know what I don’t have to hear then? My own thoughts. I don’t have to feel whatever uncomfortable feelings are rising up in me. Like the fact that I’m upset about something at work. Or I feel like a loser because I totally can’t seem to write my fourth book. Nope. None of it. Because the crunch of the food is creating what sounds like a storm, and I can focus on that instead.

Here are a few more I’ve done and seen: Making bad choices so that the aftermath of the decision creates fires I have to put out. Starting fights to have something to focus on. Packing my calendar full of activity! so I don’t have to be intimate with anyone or anything. Reading so much I’m living an escapist life.

I could go on, but I won’t because it’s clear these are empty strategies. The only way out is through, as a wise person once said. Feel the emotions. Face the situation. Whatever it takes.

Easier said than done, that’s for sure. I want to eat a super crunchy cracker just writing this post.

We’ve created a culture where it’s super easy to have mini tornadoes spinning all around you. The question is, will you choose the chaos? Or will you walk away from the storm and choose to be present in something other than swirling drama?

That’s Jane’s big question. If you want, you can read chapter one of ‘The Waiting Sky’ here.

Author Kristin Levine on Lions, Austria, and Chocolate

February 7th, 2012

Kristin Levine

Kristin Levine didn’t always want to be a writer, but she (wisely) changed her mind, and now she’s officially in the Cool Kids Club. In fact, she’s pretty much at the head table now that her second book, THE LIONS OF LITTLE ROCK, is out on shelves. It follows two girls whose unbreakable friendship challenges the notions of segregation and Jim Crow in 1950s Arkansas.

Kristin was kind enough to stop by the blog and chat about her inspirations, her writing process, and of course, I asked her to tackle the ultimate question: cheese or chocolate? If you leave a comment on this post, you’ll be entered to win a copy of LIONS, which she’s kindly giving away!

Q: What inspired you to write Lions?

KL: When I was in elementary school in the early 1980s, my mainly white neighborhood was paired with a mainly black neighborhood to create two integrated elementary schools, one for grades K-3 and the other for grades 4-6. When I asked my parents why I had to ride the bus to school, instead of just going to the school nearest my house, they told me it was a great opportunity for me to go to school with people who were different from me, by race, social class, religion, etc.  They said it was only fair that the busing be shared by both neighborhoods. Their enthusiasm for the pairing of our schools made a huge impression on me.

In addition, my mother grew up in Little Rock.  When I started asking her about her childhood, the very first thing she told me was about listening to the lions roar [in the nearby zoo] at night. Something about that detail stuck with me. Because of my personal experience with integration and my mother’s family history, 1950s Little Rock seemed like an obvious choice of time and place for my second book.

Q: Your main character, Marlee, is quiet — she likes math and dreams of becoming a rocket scientist. Are there traits of hers that you share? Do you believe authors always put a piece of themselves in their characters?

KL: I was good at math like Marlee, and I think I shared her sense of wanting to do what was right, but otherwise, I don’t think I was too much like her as a child.

The idea of Marlee being so quiet came from my editor telling me I needed to work on Marlee’s “voice.”  I think I took her a little too literally, but I started thinking about a girl I had known when I was in junior high who almost never spoke. Once I tried briefly to be friendly to her, but when she didn’t respond right away, I went back to simply ignoring her like everyone else.  I’ve always wondered what would have happened if I’d tried a little harder.

I’m not shy at all in person (in fact, I love to talk), but sometimes I do feel really shy when posting things online.  I see other people posting all these cute, clever things on Facebook and I don’t know how they do it.  I’ll obsess for 20 minutes over a status update, then decide that maybe someone could misunderstand me and be offended and end up not posting anything all.  Maybe it has to do with being a writer and feeling like everything I write has to be just right.

In any case, like Marlee I’m trying to get better at participating in discussions, especially online, and not just lurking in the background. So yeah, I guess I do believe authors always put part of themselves in their characters.

Q: What is your favorite book of all time? If you can’t name one, could your narrow it down to two or three?

KL: Naming one is just so hard, but I can tell you about a series that really meant a lot to me:

When I was eleven years old and in 5th grade, I was having a hard year.  I’m not sure exactly why — changing friends, puberty, feeling like I didn’t fit in, etc.  At one point during that year I read Lloyd Alexander’s Chronicles of Prydain series (The Book of Three, The Black Cauldron, The Castle of Llyr, Taran Wanderer, The High King) and I loved them so much, I started carrying around all five of them in a bag with me at all times, just in case I wanted to read part of them again.

It sounds like this would have caused me to be even weirder and more isolated, but it actually had the opposite effect.  I started loaning out my books, and pretty soon, everyone in the 5th grade was reading them.  Eventually, even the cutest, most popular boy in school came up to me and asked to borrow the first book in the series!  So those books have always maintained a special place in my heart.

More recently, The Watsons Go to Birmingham, 1963 by Christopher Paul Curtis was probably the biggest influence on The Lions of Little Rock and my first book, The Best Bad Luck I Ever Had. I love Curtis’ mix of humor and history, and just adore what a loving family he portrays in that book, despite all the conflict and drama.

Q: What is your writing process like? Do you methodically plot and plan, or do you sit down and pound out everything at once?

KL: Put it this way, my first book was all plotted and planned and it worked out fine.  So when I sat down to write my second book, did I follow that tried and true method again?  No, of course not!  I decided I didn’t need to do that anymore, because now I was a “real writer.”

Sigh.  Well, that was a huge mistake.  Turns out, I am not a “seat-of-your pants” kind of a writer.  (I totally admire those of you who are!)  I guess it was a good thing to learn about myself, but it was painful to realize I needed to go back and plot things out when I was already 170+ pages into the story.

Needless to say, for my next book I shall return to the plotting method.

Q: Cheese or chocolate. Pick one.

KL: Chocolate.  It’s not even close.  As a child, I didn’t like cheese at ALL.  I didn’t even like pizza.  I like cheese now, but I’m afraid I will never be a true cheese connoisseur like you, Lara.

Q: What advice would you give to any aspiring authors reading this?

Kristin said she didn't want to be a writer when she was younger, but this photo of her typing away could indicate otherwise.

KL: Find a good critique group.  Learning to give and receive criticism — and how to respond to constructive criticism from others without losing what makes your voice unique — is an invaluable skill.  Also, the thicker your skin (think rhinoceros) the better. My editorial letters were always pages long. But the thing is, my editor was right like 99% of the time, so I had to find a way to listen to and respond to her comments.

Q: Do you have any pets?

KL: I have one husband and two small children — that’s enough chaos in our house for now.  Once the children are a little bigger, I would love to get them a dog.

Q: When you picture your ideal vacation spot, what is it like?

KL: Austria. I was an au pair in Vienna, Austria, after high school before I went to college and it remains my #1 favorite place to visit. If you’ve never been there, watch The Sound of Music.  It really does look like that. Luckily, my husband is a German teacher, so every three years we take about 20 high school students to Austria on an exchange program. I love the mountains, the lakes, the cafes and all the music.

Q: What are you working on next?

KL: I’m still trying to figure out exactly what I’m going to do next.  I’ve always wanted to write sci-fi or fantasy, which at first seems like a big leap, but I guess it’s really not. In historical fiction, you’re trying to create a time and place, just like you’re creating a different world in sci-fi or fantasy.

But of course I also really enjoy historical fiction.  And now that I’ve based one book on my grandfather (The Best Bad Luck I Ever Had) and one book very loosely on my mother (The Lions of Little Rock) my father is clamoring that it’s HIS turn for a book.  So there may be a book about a paperboy in Chicago in my future!

Thanks again for stopping by, Kristin! And friends, don’t forget to leave a comment to be entered to win your very own copy of LIONS!

How to Buy a Book

December 7th, 2011

Sometimes people ask me: How can I buy your book?

I get asked this so much, in fact, that I’ve started to wonder if people need advanced book-buying aids. Especially around the holiday season. So, I’ve crafted this handy-dandy book-buying guide. I hope it’s helpful.

This graphic was inspired, in part, by the recent article on Gawker.com about how Amazon is screwing local businesses and indies. So please, before you tell me I’m being waaaay harsh on Amazon, read the article. You’ll change your mind. Swearsies.

Caveat: I’m not a graphic designer. This is obvious, but still probably worth mentioning.

AND THE WINNER OF AGGIE WINCHESTER IS…

June 3rd, 2011

Picking a winner for the Implosion of Aggie Winchester contest was tough. All those prom stories and entries? Were amazing. Just totally fabulous. And hilarious. And, okay, a little heartbreaking. You guys really jerked my heart-strings. In a good way.

So it is with much applause and fanfare for all the entrants that I announce the winner is …

Susannah!

The combination of unrequited teen love, a bad four-way date, and an aqua zoot suit totally got me. I was laughing (leaving room for the Holy Ghost, hahaha!) — and also cringing. I love that Susannah also offered a bit about what she’d do differently if she had to do it all over again: lighten up, laugh at it, realize it’s not the end of the world, even though it sure felt like it at the time.

So congratulations, Suz! You’re el winner-o! I’ll get a copy of Implosion to you asap.

Huzzah! And thanks again to all of you for bringing me into the gym and under the lights with you.

WIN AGGIE WINCHESTER!

May 27th, 2011

More giveaways! My next book, THE IMPLOSION OF AGGIE WINCHESTER, won’t be out until August, but you can win an advance copy now!

Much of the book centers around the prom and what a big deal it is to the small Minnesota town where Aggie Winchester lives. In the comments, please tell me a prom story — or one you heard, or even one you made up if you haven’t actually been to prom — and I’ll choose one of the stories as the winner! I will base the selection on originality and heart, which are totally subjective but it’s my blog so, uh, there.

I’ll leave the comments open until June 3 and pick the winner that day.

And, even though I’m not eligible to win, here’s my story anyway:

I went to my junior prom with my friend Chris, who is my pal to this day. He was a total gentleman the whole time, and I kept telling him he made me feel like Cinderella.

A few days after the prom was over, Chris visited my house and gave me a miniature glass slipper.

Cinderella indeed.

** Oh, oh, and for the record, Chris’s daughter just went to prom! So, like, I totally feel old but I love that his daughter went to prom the same year my book about prom (and, okay, a lot more than prom) is coming out. Yay!

RECENT YA HITS

February 26th, 2011

Man, can I just say — there is SO much good young adult (YA) fiction out there! Hoo boy. The quality of everything I read just keeps going up and up and up. I love it. Here are a couple of YA books I’ve read recently that I wished would never end:

Story of a Girl by Sara Zarr. The first sentence of the back jacket copy starts: I was thirteen when my dad caught me with Tommy Webber in the back of Tommy’s Buick …

The novel was a National Book Award finalist, and little wonder. The main character, Deanna, is raw and tough and still likable, which is no mean feat. The story represented a snapshot of Deanna’s life at a crossroads, and I loved how the author showed her wrestling with obligations toward family, with her reputation as the town’s slut, and with believing something better was out there for her. Zarr is officially my hero — and Deanna, too.

Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver. The main character, Sam, is smart, pretty, popular — and shrugs at her easy good fortune. Things are sometimes hard for people. They’re not hard for her. That’s just how it is.

Sam isn’t aware of how her life impacts others until she relives the day she dies again and again — sort of like Groundhog Day but much, much deeper. The way Sam becomes alive through dying is beautiful and heart-wrenching. I read this book in one solitary sitting. And it’s not exactly a slight tome. It’s YA lit at its best.

On my to-read list? Well, there’s never a shortage of books there, but here’s a snapshot:

Scars by Cheryl Rainfield

Delirium by Lauren Oliver

Keeping the Moon by Sarah Dessen

What books have you read/loved lately, and what’s on your reading list?

RAISE YOUR HAND IF YOU HAVE BOOKS IN YOUR FRIDGE

February 23rd, 2011

This is the fridge in our basement.

Most people keep meat, ice cream, or frozen vegetables in their fridge. But not us.

Welcome to the house where two writers live!

Yes, it’s true. We keep books in our fridge. Three words come to mind: Need. More. Bookshelves.

Until we get some, let me show you around.

These are our “Dummies” books. They all start with “P.” My father-in-law gave me that poker one, and boy was he sorry he did. I read that sucker cover to cover and smoked his butt at Texas Hold ‘em. True story.

Here is a book bought a few years back. Since I purchased it, “volunteer vacations” have really burgeoned in popularity. I probably don’t need the book anymore, but I like having it.

We’re having a garage sale in June and it’s possible some of these books might make it into the sale. But I’m not betting on it. Even if they’re in a fridge in the basement, I love having books around.

“Books are delightful society. If you go into a room and find it full of books, even without taking them from the shelves they seem to speak to you, to bid you welcome.”  ~ William Ewart Gladstone

BEST BOOK TRAILER UNDER TEN SECONDS

January 9th, 2011

_twinsie_love__by_frankinsense-d2xllx2.jpgMy twinsie, Neil Shurley, made me a book trailer! I love it for about 8,000 reasons, but YOU might love it because it’s a slice of awesome conveyed in less than ten seconds.

Ready? Set? Go:

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Why not indeed.